donno y, these few days was so down..
did not see him in msn? no chance to talk to him?

i am accepting this fact, however donno y, after so many months, still cant get use to it..

i will appreciate what i have , what i did not appereciate before this... but my heart is so empty, without him....

i went to tatoomy eyebrow.,, hoping that this will give me more confidence... i enjoy my life, eating, going out... having fun... but there is still emptyness in my heart...

i donno what is that... what m i waiting for... i donno... don wan to think, keep on thinking will depress myself... but what to do?

感觉

一个人如果没有了感觉，回事怎么样的日子？

我是否要因为有感觉而感到高兴？



现在的感觉一点都不好！真的，看到了葡萄缺吃不到。。。

我知道是时候改变， 改变需要浩大的勇气，我不知我有吗？



别人心中的我是个坚强，独立的人，可我一点也不是！



我真的需要浩大的勇气，走到这一步。



心里的感觉，真得只有自己知道，不是任何人可以帮道的。。。



心理的苦，就只往肚里吞，以前都没这样的感觉，这次尝到了，一点都不好受。可是真的是一步一步走过来的。



每一个人都会经历，你是否有勇气去面对？面对这种一点都不好受的感觉。。。 还是你选择逃避？

好复杂，好乱，好伤心，好心痛，希望在那里，有谁会明白我，明白我的感觉？



靠自己站起来，好难，可是别无选择，只好撑下去。